Posted by: painstakingly | November 21, 2008

Why I own life.

Test scores as of late:
First biology exam: 78.5/100. Class average: 60/100.
Second biology exam: 90/100. Class average: 70/100. I was one of three people to have gotten 90-100.
First biology quiz: 7.5/10
Second biology quiz: 8/10
Third biology quiz: 8/10
Fourth biology quiz: 9/10
First chemistry exam: 88/100.
Second chemistry exam: 104/100.

I had to brag to someone since all of my friends are too busy to even talk to me.  No, I’m just feeling that way right now because it’s the week before my period and I feel utterly depressed again.  Feel a bit like crying, actually. But only a couple more hours before I can go home, sit on the couch, pet my cat, and eat chocolate.

Also, I look damn pretty lately.

Had a volcano dream again last night. It was pretty different from my usual volcano dreams. No lava, no running, just sitting in a bath tub and hoping the explosion of superheated gas didn’t burn me up.  I think it resulted from a combination of Life as We Knew It and a brief mentioning of The Lord of the Rings the other day.  Ah, disaster movies. I wonder if my love for them is the hope that someday I’ll have an isolated life, be self-sufficient, and live with very few people, maybe alone.  I don’t know.

Also had a dream the other night about Aunt Carol giving me a car for Christmas.  It’s weird, I think of her suddenly and have the briefest time to think, I need to tell Aunt Carol that, until I realize that she’s dead.  Kinda sucks.

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